Snarky snarky snarky

I am so tired of being the nice one, the one who takes the High Road, Turning the other cheek, and being as PC as I can, regarding the Whole Ex-Sister in Law. But after hearing some snarky comments she is still making, I am taking off the fucking gloves.

Janna Alexander! Grow UP BITCH.

Here is the back story. If you read previous blog entries, you know what Janna did to get kicked out of my house. She used her children as weapons to get her way. Yeah, Janna, you did. If your mom made you mad, you kept the kids away from her till YOU needed something. You used them as leverage against my brother. He pisses you off? He doesn't get to see the kids. Yes you do that. Consistantly. You always have. But when you tried to use MY NEICE AND NEPHEWS against my parents and me? Yeah, that blew up in your face didn't it? SO you told the kids that we don't love them. You put all the blame on us. Just like you always do, because you can do no wrong.

Mom and I were out right after Christmas, and while looking at games, my brother's wife sees me. SHe has her little girl with her, who is absolutely adorable! She tells me that all the kids are in the van outside with my brother and if I want to see them. I started to break down. ALL of my babies were just outside the store. I told her no, because I know what Janna would do if she found out that we saw the kids. But my brother's wife texted my brother and had him bring all the kids in. For the first time since the youngest was about few months old, I got to see all 7 of my nieces and nephews together (with the exception of my other brother's daughter up in Alaska). In person. I didn't want to cry. I had finally reached the point that I could talk about them without crying and now the wound was open again, as 6 oldest ones tried to get my mom and my attention. It was the best present in the whole world. And it was by accident!

So after we said good bye, my heart open and aching again that because of Janna, I cannot see them on a regular basis. Hell, I last saw the kids in October 2008? Mom says she is accepting the fact that Janna will never change and the kids will always be punished for interacting with us, so she isn't pressing any issues. Then we go to Wal-Mart and there were the kids again! Oh god.. my babies were so big and so happy to see us. I really couldn't take the hurt in my heart. It reminded me of the unhappiness that almost ended my life in 2002. Mom took the twins to get their belated birthday present while I took my oldest niece on some one-on-one time, which she seemed to like. I don't know her very well, as she is the daughter of my brother's wife. But I want to. After all, she is a part of my brother's life, and I thought he was a part of mine?

When we all had to leave, mom said that my brother said we could visit. So we did, we dropped off all the bikes we had for the kids, so that there would be enough! And I believe Janna found out. We didn't tell the kids to not say anything; we don't encourage them to keep secrets and what-not. So Janna had made a comment of "ask someone to do one little thing and they can't."

Here is why that is so fucking ironically stupid. Janna couldn't even do one little thing; NO PETS. but here she is whining because we saw the kids. Oh! SHe had said the kids can't come over to our house! And we didn't. We went over there! We were invited. TO HIS HOUSE.

Deal with it lady.

I am still pissed about those late night sleazy sex calls I have been getting from Portland Oregon, from 50 year old horney men who want to talk about their penis because someone gave them my number. And your temper tantrums are getting on my nerves. Stop hiding behind your "Face-Book blocker" and starts saying this crap to our face.

You want to get snarky about your stupidity and everything you brought upon yourself? Bring it, sister. I can kick your ass from here to where ever they ship Jim to, verbally and physically.

I previously had said that you won. But now. No. You have lost. The kids that live with you have lost. You punish them for your mistakes. DId you tell them that Mommy broke the rule, and was willing to put the kids in potential dangerous and neglect? Because you did. But wait, you never do wrong do you, Janna? No, not you.

Stop punishing others for your inadequecy of being a human being and man up. YOU screwed up. YOU lied to your kids. YOU never take responsibility when YOU were wrong.

Bring it, Janna. I dare you. Bring it out in the open on your end. Watch how fast you will get fried.